♠DoubleDerp♠

Updated Bio: 02/04/19 《WELCOME TO MY PAGE!》 《My Story》 I'v been through more then most, lost some important people in the physical world that i wish i could bring back, and I've been to places no one should be. i deal with mental and emotional torture, and constantly deal with physical hell every minute of my life, i used to write story's about my memories from all the way back from when i was 4 up to now at the age of 19, now some might think i am immature, and what i have to say to them is, Grow up, you try to live my life and see how far you get, because i can almost garentee 70% of all of you wouldn't even get past being left behind on the side of the road because you were too scared and didn't have the balls to grab onto the car door for your life and be able to run fast enough to keep up at 20km/h at the age of 8. Am i a Runner? no, but what i am is a warrior who fights for his life and the lives of others to keep them safe and to eradicate all that stand in his way. i have morals, but you cross my path you can garentee i will make sure you hurt every second of your life beyond that point. Am i cold hearted? nope, just cold to touch from a distance, besides, why let anyone in if they aren't willing to try? after all last person who slept with me killed themselves because of how important i was to them. so don't force me out, ill bring you out into the sunlight to burn, and as you burn contemplate whether or not to hurt myself to protect you. if i talk to you, you earned it, if i don't, then you have little to no meaning to me at that moment, i have a life and i work my ass off to keep it. so don't think just because you have money, looks, or authority over me i will listen, I live my life and if you don't like that, then here's something for you, Build a bridge and get over it, if you can't do that, then jump off it. Here is some info about me. 《Basic Info》 • Name: DoubleDerp • Things I like to do, Build Things, Draw Realistic Models, Of people and buildings, Graphical design, music production "When I'm Actually Feeling Emotion", Photography, Image Processing, Interior and Exterior Design, Writing, Swimming, simulate humanity in my brain accurate to every thaught, in a sense i can calculate someones reactions and thaughts based on what slight info i have and i will be accurately simulated and tested over 300 times in 7 minutes, but i don't do it often because i lose focus of everything else. Going outside and climbing mountains, being alone without any electrical interference, and yes, im sensitive to electrical currents and Radio waves. kinda why i enjoy it when the power goes out. ill add more stuff after i get off the plane. • Reason Behind name: Well, it's better then Dad... • Info that some of you will find interesting: Capricorn Saturn January Sixteenth Two Thousand Four Forty Three AM Born Late with Blood Poisoning Removed Via C Section Partly albino Younger I look, The Older I Am •Follow-Up to 《Astrology Topics》 Capricron Sun: The child of Saturn also known as "The Devil" life is literal living hell. The body Tends to resemble Human and animal Hybrids, I Myself have the look a wolf but my attitude is more of a goat, Extreme determination, Oh and you think XXL is for fat People?? Think again, Dem Thighs gonna make you wish XXL was Small.... Also love to climb mountains lol. Torus Moon: I don't Know what i Get from this other then 70% of my personality that somehow also blends to make me a multilayer kind of person. 2 sets of traits i guess both sides of the coin as some would say..... Sagittarius Venis: well thats that i guess......... i don't feel like explaining my entire chart...... but key factor Long Distance Relationships..... 《User traits》 • Always 3 steps ahead of you. • Is always listening but will only speak when interested. • Tend to be quite manipulative. • Doesn't care who you are, you're all human. • Too many problems to list. • Has a lack of value for specific things. • Morally Correct, but actions are not always humanely acceptable. • Can't spell that well, but can easily write you a book in great detail based on an image. • Wants to go outside and have open land to explore, not giant buildings everywhere. • Seems nice at first, till you realize it's just a trick to get your attention. • How long have i used MMJ for?: I have been using MMJ since 2014 and decided to come and join the online community in 2018. buggy phone deleted my timestamp...... • Member of Royalty since February 2018. More Precisely, 6:43PM on the 23rd Of Feburary. • I know things i shouldn't, and i'v done things i should have NEVER even considered, but it happened anyway. don't look at me like a hero, don't look at me like someone who knows what they are doing, because all i do is hurt people and unfortunately that never changes. • Do not expect me to reply or listen to your music if you like or comment on my tracks, i just lack the mental capacity to be "nice". • To know me is to talk to me, to understand me, you must be me. • SuperSpeed 《Surprisingly Unappreciated People Experimenting ^With^ Random Sounds ^And^ Perminate Excessive Emotional Devastation 》 《MOTIVATIONAL STUFF》 • If you really love someone, prove it. Don't carry around a bag of lies and hand them out to everyone, people want real, people want successes, people want more out of less, well guess what. No one has the decency to do anything for anyone anymore.... so if your real, prove it, because people will notice very easily in this world of deception. • There was once a time i saw the sky, and the land, then the sea, i didn't like staring at the sky as there was nothing to look for, i hated the land as it was filled with lies and false dreams. but the sea was my favorite, the middle ground between needlessly hoping for something that will never happen and becoming part of a dying society in which those who are cursed are the true hero's. • I had a dream once, but that was long ago, now i dream during the day. • If i'm still doing fine and i'm borderline dead, i'm sure you all can do better. • Does the heart really give people life, or is it their endless determination to fight and beat everyone else at the thing they love doing? i have a strong heart and that's a fact, 197bpm maximum 184bpm when at full sprint. you would think High is bad, but for me i work like speakers, not enough power or usage is more dangerous then heavy or even deadly usage. so next time you think "Oh man, i really don't have the strength to do this" think to yourself that "Hey! Get to work, I HAVE SO MUCH UNUSED POTENTIAL!" and unfortunately most of the world doesn't realize this, so until then i guess the "Human body" will simply be a meaningless pile of fleash compared to the rest of the environment. You're All better then what you think, so get out there and show the world, we are all waiting. 《RULES》 If you want to physically or emotionally hurt someone, here is an idea for you. How about you lose everything first, because only then will you be worthy of the right to even insult someone. Then live through literal hell and hurt yourself, because ain't nothing in this world giving you permission to hurt anyone other then yourself because when you hurt others, you hurt those you care about, and when you hurt those you care about it means your heartless and stupid, and when you are heartless and stupid you don't deserve redemption. If you want to come find me be prepared to walk in a pitch black tunnel down into the depths of the earth where things begin to melt from the heat caused by the pressure of gravity. If you didn't know already friction causes heat, and heat causes movement and movement causes things to change. Now when things change don't always expect the best case or the worst case, because chances are, I'll be waiting outside that dark and seemingly endless tunnel ready to bring you relief before throwing you down into a even deeper hole where i will leave you alone. The heart is a fragile thing, too much pressure it shatters and will never fit together the same way it once did. Be too gentle and it will gain the desire to be dropped. Repeat the same things over and over without any variation and it will desire something new. Add too much variation it will become bored of simple things and require more until those needs can't be met. drop it too quickly it will feel torn and the desire to put itself back together. give it too much time to reach the ground and it will become cold and die. give it too much space and it will run away. Give it too little space it will beg to be free. abuse it and it will fight back. forget about it and it will vanish. think about it too often and it will want to hide. point is, be yourself and ask what needs to be changed, otherwise it will struggle to be flawless Decided to add a little E.E Right here, so if you know me well enough here's a question for you. Why do i have such a good understanding of things like this yet i act and talk like an absolute idiot? Answer At The end.... 《Need help with emotional trauma?》 Life is cruel, but those that have to live just to be ruined later in life and never recover simply because it was their fate, is absolutely bull Sh**. There are people everywhere who know how to contact me, don't be scared, i deal with a lot of shit so don't worry about making me upset, it makes me happy helping others. 《Answer》 I'm An Alcoholic, Autism is a B**ch, My humor is always an inside joke. A Bad Job Means A Bad Brain, if ya don't use it goes to waste and degrades over time untill it becomes useless.